I hate myself

I just wanna say

I hate myself

practically every inch

mentally every sector

so pathetic with myself.

 

=(

清明

这个星期我留在马六甲...

没有出去...惟有在房间里忙忙忙...

有点对不起我的公公婆婆...

 

今年我没有去清明...

话说起来... 我对公公的印象几乎等于零...

反而婆婆就还好...

最让我印象深刻的是...

婆婆通常都是说福建话的...

我呢就每次用话语回答他...

想想吧...一位老太太说福建话vs一位小弟弟说华语的对话...

坦白说..真的有点遗憾没有跟婆婆学说福建话...

婆婆应该是在我小学时就去世了...

葬礼时我都没有哭...

心里就有点酸酸的...

不好受..

 

公公...婆婆...

你们还好吗？

Fool

妳知道吗？

当年你和我互传简讯的日子...

我还记得...

当年你传过给我的MMS...

它还在我的手机内...

 

我真的很好笑...

=）

 

ps:应该是累了..开始乱乱想东东了..

Week 3

Itz week 3.

As usual I busy with all sort of studies matter.

Revision, notes, tutorial…

In addition, I pick up a challenge to join a competition.

There are still many uncertainty.

Hopefully I will have that opportunity.

 

Perhaps, busy with tasks will fill up my loneliness?

=)

Grateful

Im very grateful to have friends like you all.

I do really meant it from the bottom of my heart.

 

 

Love it, Hate it or Screw it.

Live Life without Regrets.

 

 

I will try my best.

Live on.

Thax again my friends.

You know who you are.

Random

Have anyone of you encounter such situation

When you feels like wanna chat with somebody

You will click on the msn messenger button

Contact list will pop up

scroll up and down.

up and down again.

But you still cant found anyone.

Or

Is it im coward to approach?

=)

The Aftermath

Earthquake and Tsunami hit Japan in a vast destruction.

Many people went missing and the death toll is still raising.

Aftershock, nuclear plant, diseases and etc.

With all my prayers to Japan.

 

Same thing for myself.

As I mention previously,

I fail my applied thermo.

So, there are several things that I should work on.

1st is regarding the re-grading and re-sit.

2nd is I need to change my study method.

Most importantly is always keep myself on track.

Consistency is one of my major problem.

 

 

Thats it for today.

=)

A stranger to myself

What will u thinking when u looking at the mirror?

 

…

 

There are so many things in my mind.

It is suffering when you have to face it alone.

Even thou it is suffering…

I still have to face it.

Alone.

Without dragging in others.

At least I know something about myself.

Kinda moody.

Give me time to recover.

Sign off.

Confession

I really not in a good mood at this moment.

Dont take it wrongly.

Im not emo or sad stuff like that.

Just feeling sort of =/ like tat.

 

Simply said that it is not a good day for me.

First is due to my result.

I fail my applied thermo.

Second is the earthquake happen at Japan.

It makes me thinking

how weak is humankind when facing the force of nature.

Let us stand together and pray for those who suffer in pain.

I shall gather up my mind and prepare for the next

=)

Pretty much

Im not being productive enough lately.

I dunno what the hell is wrong with me.

I found out that i blog so frequent during exam week

but now I dunno what to blog pulak.

FML.

Haiz.

Nothing else I can share la..

double FML.

Ello!

Morning everyone!

Im already back to Melaka for another new short semester.

I will be taking maximum 3 subject for this semester.

Seems like quite a lot.

I will have a look overall whether I manage to keep up with it or not.

Frankly speaking I have nothing much to share.

Anyone wanna eat burger?

=)

Im back!

I know I know

I’ve been away for one week

I consider my holiday is quite productive compared with the previous one.

Spent a lot too.

Anyway, just wanna drop by and write something.

Will update soon.

Stay tuned

=)