Counting Down

 

Itz December of 2012

I read some of my friend’s FB post mentioned counting down for the remaining 21 days.

I don’t have any clue at the moment until I was reminded by my friends that the 2012 mayan prophecy about the end of the world

It seems like I’be being too focus on my own little world too much.

Either busy for academic, FYP, SEMA and Running Man.

and of course not to forget I fall sick badly few days ago.

until kena injection =(

 

Anyway, whatever the end of the world or the world will still continue.

Itz better that we make full use of every moment and try to achieve what we want right?

=)

Back to Square One

 

Itz almost one month plus that since I completed my Industrial Training in my hometown.

Now it’s time for me fight on for my remaining academic year in MMU.

Things are not easy.

Really.

 

Not to forget

During my semester break

I did something quite unpredictable and even myself couldn’t believe it

To you, the special one

I would like you to know that

What I did is not playing or fooling around

I act according what my heart says

I admit that I am coward and couldn’t get brave enough to approach u

making up promise and broke it

lack in consistency

and tons of weakness…

But one thing for sure is that

I really do like you.

 

However, I seems to be back to the square one (again).

As each of us busy with our own life.

 

Seems like I’ve been thinking too much.

Who knows maybe the girl didn’t realise at all.

LOL!

 

Btw, Happy Halloween

Fool

 

Been acting like a fool lately.

I feels like I always being on the disadvantage side no matter what I’m doing

Driving, queuing, even waiting for food.

Or I just being over exaggerated again?

 

Time flies.

It is September of 2012.

Not sure I will satisfied with my own achievement for this whole friggin year.

But still I will try my best

 

 

 

Yup.

Tatz me

=)

Anger

 

Gonna start things off with something not very good.

Especially the remaining post will be in mandarin.

 

真的很不耐烦.

简直是让人看到都作呕的个性.

总是涌现在我面前.

当上帝似乎给了一些惩罚在那人身上.

为什么连我们都牵连在一起?

年龄的大小都不能成为个人成熟度的参考.

简直是幼稚！幼稚！幼稚透底！

懒散也该有个顶点吧.

就连乞丐肚子饿了也会起身

向路人讨钱啊.

你呢？

难道要我拿你和乞丐比吗？

 

眼泪对我来说是人类单纯内心表达的其中一个管道.

而你的眼泪只有让我觉得反胃.

简直是disguisting!

 

完！

有时候...

 

有时候...会做些傻事...

有时候...会做了出乎预料的事...

有时候...会觉得自己累了...

那时候... 就得优待自己一下...

Reboot

 

Itz been quite a long time

But I wont give up on my blog

 

I will be back soon.

平凡的生日

 

生日

对一般人来说都是意义非凡的一天

这一天也可以算是你们亲生妈妈的“受难日”

有些人会选择和一班朋友搞派对

有些人会选择和“亲爱的”浪漫的渡过

有些人会选择和家人渡过

 

以前我都会很期待这一天到来

一，我可以沾便宜叫我家人买一些东东

二，可以吃一顿丰富的晚餐

三，获得朋友的祝福

 

但是

近两年的今天.

变成了我不喜欢渡过的一天.

我很感激各位在fb上留言

我很感激各位通过messenger祝福我

我很感激各位sms祝福我

我很开心的一个个的回复.

但是我还是很想念以前家人齐全的时间.

虽然

吵吵闹闹，烦恼多多.

可是当我们全部都和谐一起互动的时候.

那种温馨的气氛是没有人能复制的.

 

朋友劝我

人需要往前看，别被以前的往事拖累.

当时我说

我有啊，但是怎样都好我还是会看回去，可是未必会被拖累住

我曾经努力可是往往都会失败

而今天就是其中一刻

刚刚的晚餐的感觉

我无法用详细的字眼来形容

但是气氛就是不在了

也许是因为我的脾气的关系吧.

对不起，爸爸.

我还是那样的无能.

 

柯腾说过

我想成為一個很厲害的人，因為有了我，讓這個世界，而有一點點的不一樣

我以前也有过这样类似的想法

但是现在的我希望

世界别因为我而emo了一点点

我把hebe的“寂寞寂寞就好”改成“emo-emo就好”

 

就这样吧.

生日快乐

晚安