Fraser’s Hill Trip Final Post

 

Breakfast

Double!

Our Master Chef

 

After the breakfast, itz time to pack to home.

Most importantly group picture!

 

I think tatz it…

I really glad to have u all as my friend

=)

At last

 

Updates since..

erm… quite a long time…

LOL!

 

Been quite busy between the responsible for being a student, a division leader and friends.

Frankly speaking Im struggling.

At least, I got lesser free time to get myself EMO.

 

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I guess I should post some picture when celebrating Siew Ling birthday.

err… which i forgot on which day liao.. paiseh.

Not much picture coz I brought the wrong lens.FML

 

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I found out there is some gila-ness for this chinese movie.

那些年，我们一起追的女孩.

You are the apple of my eye.

I wanna watch this movie also.

But… I guess maybe I should go back to Kajang and watch this.. alone?

ps: It seems Im the only one who havent watch this… it makes me like come from stone age…

 

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Oh yea! I will start torturing myself starting next week onwards.

I got a midterm test on next thursday

Nike 10k Run on next weekend.

2 midterm test on next next week.

1 more midterm test on next next next week.

In the meantime, got a few assignment come along too.

FUUUUU……….!!!

 

I guess tatz all..

sorry for the randomness style

一封给爸爸的信

 

爸

你怎样了？现在也不懂该怎样问候你.

最起码你应该没像之前那样辛苦吧.

我常常都在回想起我和妈妈在医院照顾你的那最后一晚.

我还记得当晚我大约11点多才到.

妈就在你的病床旁边打地铺睡觉.

我就坐在你病床另一边.

看着你.

漫漫的观察你.

仔细得看看你.

看着你辛苦的喘气.

爸.

你真的真的很辛苦.

有好几次你好像喘不过气.

紧急地叫当晚当值的护士.

护士为我爸爸量血压.一切正常.

可是你还是说很辛苦很害怕.

就这样重复了好几次.

直到凌晨3点多你才沉睡到早上.

早上.我跟着你进厕所.

我没有扶着你因为我相信你是可以的.

虽然脚步比较慢而且一时会不平衡.

我会第一时候去扶着你.

对不起.我应该时时刻刻都扶着你的.

爸.

那天早上.

我还记得.我, 你和妈妈都很轻松的在聊天.

虽然你还时会还会喘气.

可是就在那一刻.

你突然间就好像之前那样的喘气.

我就一样的拍拍你的背后.安慰你.

可是妈妈看见情况不妙就按了紧急扭.

护士和医生就赶紧来.

我当时才回过神来.

这..

我也不知道该怎样.

一阵的混乱中.医生就过来跟我和妈妈解释我爸的情况.

我妈马上哭了.而我没有哭.

可是就有那种前所未有的那股很心酸的感觉.

感觉上整个人就快被酸枯掉那样.

我和妈妈就在你身旁.妈妈双手握住你的右手.

一直在呼唤着你.跟你说话.可是你就是辛苦的在喘气.

我.

当时的思想.混乱.

在同一个时刻.很多课题,回忆,甜酸苦辣的回忆,妈妈,姐姐,亲戚,家等等.

最重要的是.

爸.

家没了你该怎么办?

我记得.

我握住你的手.

我会办妥家里的事情.

再过一阵后.你就这样走了.

你的手虽然还是温的.但也渐渐地冷了.

 

爸.

如果我当时马上第一时间叫医生护士.你现在会怎样呢?

如果可以我真的很想在扶你.

爸.对不起.