Counting Down

 

Itz December of 2012

I read some of my friend’s FB post mentioned counting down for the remaining 21 days.

I don’t have any clue at the moment until I was reminded by my friends that the 2012 mayan prophecy about the end of the world

It seems like I’be being too focus on my own little world too much.

Either busy for academic, FYP, SEMA and Running Man.

and of course not to forget I fall sick badly few days ago.

until kena injection =(

 

Anyway, whatever the end of the world or the world will still continue.

Itz better that we make full use of every moment and try to achieve what we want right?

=)

Back to Square One

 

Itz almost one month plus that since I completed my Industrial Training in my hometown.

Now it’s time for me fight on for my remaining academic year in MMU.

Things are not easy.

Really.

 

Not to forget

During my semester break

I did something quite unpredictable and even myself couldn’t believe it

To you, the special one

I would like you to know that

What I did is not playing or fooling around

I act according what my heart says

I admit that I am coward and couldn’t get brave enough to approach u

making up promise and broke it

lack in consistency

and tons of weakness…

But one thing for sure is that

I really do like you.

 

However, I seems to be back to the square one (again).

As each of us busy with our own life.

 

Seems like I’ve been thinking too much.

Who knows maybe the girl didn’t realise at all.

LOL!

 

Btw, Happy Halloween

Fool

 

Been acting like a fool lately.

I feels like I always being on the disadvantage side no matter what I’m doing

Driving, queuing, even waiting for food.

Or I just being over exaggerated again?

 

Time flies.

It is September of 2012.

Not sure I will satisfied with my own achievement for this whole friggin year.

But still I will try my best

 

 

 

Yup.

Tatz me

=)

Anger

 

Gonna start things off with something not very good.

Especially the remaining post will be in mandarin.

 

真的很不耐烦.

简直是让人看到都作呕的个性.

总是涌现在我面前.

当上帝似乎给了一些惩罚在那人身上.

为什么连我们都牵连在一起?

年龄的大小都不能成为个人成熟度的参考.

简直是幼稚！幼稚！幼稚透底！

懒散也该有个顶点吧.

就连乞丐肚子饿了也会起身

向路人讨钱啊.

你呢？

难道要我拿你和乞丐比吗？

 

眼泪对我来说是人类单纯内心表达的其中一个管道.

而你的眼泪只有让我觉得反胃.

简直是disguisting!

 

完！

有时候...

 

有时候...会做些傻事...

有时候...会做了出乎预料的事...

有时候...会觉得自己累了...

那时候... 就得优待自己一下...

Reboot

 

Itz been quite a long time

But I wont give up on my blog

 

I will be back soon.

平凡的生日

 

生日

对一般人来说都是意义非凡的一天

这一天也可以算是你们亲生妈妈的“受难日”

有些人会选择和一班朋友搞派对

有些人会选择和“亲爱的”浪漫的渡过

有些人会选择和家人渡过

 

以前我都会很期待这一天到来

一，我可以沾便宜叫我家人买一些东东

二，可以吃一顿丰富的晚餐

三，获得朋友的祝福

 

但是

近两年的今天.

变成了我不喜欢渡过的一天.

我很感激各位在fb上留言

我很感激各位通过messenger祝福我

我很感激各位sms祝福我

我很开心的一个个的回复.

但是我还是很想念以前家人齐全的时间.

虽然

吵吵闹闹，烦恼多多.

可是当我们全部都和谐一起互动的时候.

那种温馨的气氛是没有人能复制的.

 

朋友劝我

人需要往前看，别被以前的往事拖累.

当时我说

我有啊，但是怎样都好我还是会看回去，可是未必会被拖累住

我曾经努力可是往往都会失败

而今天就是其中一刻

刚刚的晚餐的感觉

我无法用详细的字眼来形容

但是气氛就是不在了

也许是因为我的脾气的关系吧.

对不起，爸爸.

我还是那样的无能.

 

柯腾说过

我想成為一個很厲害的人，因為有了我，讓這個世界，而有一點點的不一樣

我以前也有过这样类似的想法

但是现在的我希望

世界别因为我而emo了一点点

我把hebe的“寂寞寂寞就好”改成“emo-emo就好”

 

就这样吧.

生日快乐

晚安

Life: Busy

 

I always said that I busy.

Busy with academic stuff.

Marathon.

Fall sick.

Outing.

Tutorial.

Assignment.

But always remember to make full use of every minutes.

and always try our best.

 

My second run for 2012: MMU Charity Run

with my housemate ^_^

 

2nd picture with my housemate’s friend.

Even thou itz just 7km but the path is challenging and of coz tiring.

There is a moment that I almost vomit.

#fml

 

Tatz all for the moment.

Shall take more photos for my next post.

Erm… Itz been a while I didnt get in touch with my DSLR.

sorta feel sorry about it.

Sick

 

Sorry for not being to update again…

Because I fall sick again last last week.

Been very sick the 3 continuous day.

High Fever

 

and Yuck! the medicine.

Anyway, Im glad to say that I recover from fever

but I having cough now.

haiz.

sick plz shoo shoo away~

My First Run for 2012: Brooks Half Marathon 2012

 

Yup!

Itz about my running life again.

I’ve been slacking for the past few months

Not having my proper routine training

and eating like a boss.

Surprisingly, I just gain 1kg during my semester break.

LOL

 

Ok.

I should stop showing off.

My first Run for 2012 is Brooks Half Marathon which was held at Bukit Jalil

 

 

Sorry lar. This is actually the official poster from the organizer.

Frankly speaking, I was not well prepared for this race.

I slightly twisted my right ankle and both of my arm biceps sore.

Still take up the challenge.

End up I still manage to finish within

 

 

Not a proud result but a reminder to myself to keep training.

=)

 

Here’s some view in the Bukit Jalil Stadium

 

 

 

Last but not least.

A special thax to

 

 

….

 

 

..

 

 

 

.

 

 

 

 

My Leg.

and sorry to my left ankle for twisted you during the race.

We still got a long way to train/run/jog/walk….

LOL

It’s seriously been a looooong time

 

Hello.

Itz been almost 2 months, I didnt update/cleanup/mess around with my blog.

Just wondering any of my readers still sticking around

*Knock! knock!

 

Erm… where should I start?

LOL!

I am still single and available.

I guess I already get use to be alone rather than being around in a crowded place.

Sounds like I getting mad or mental problem.

But trust me, Im 100% fine (most of the time LOL)

 

At a blink of eyes, I can’t believe that I already started my final trimester in my third year as a Mechanical Engineering student.

Time flies.

Especially when I was rearrange the notes where I stored above my cupboard.

Can’t believe that I studied so much in 3 years and I start to wondering do I still remember what I studied last time?

 

 

 

Oh! As a preparation to becoming a final year student, I have to look for internship placement to do my industrial training program.

Luckily to say that, I got an offer from the company in Bangi which just located 10 min away from my home.

However, I still waiting for the official offer letter from the company. Let’s hope everything will be going smooth. =)

 

 

Thatz all for this time.

Shall update more frequently.

Enjoy your Saturday

=)

Tired

 

CNY is around the corner.

I am one month away from final exam.

I am racing against time now.

Leave no regrets

Just trying my very best.

 

Nite

2012

 

Happy New Year.

or perhaps we are one step nearer to the end of the world.

Anyway, I guess most of you celebrated yesterday night counting down the end of 2011 and welcoming 2012 with your love ones?

If you are not one of them? no worries cause I celebrating it alone too. Indirectly that makes us somehow celebrate together. LOL

I’ve read a lot of people blogged about what they did throughout 2011 and try to wrap things up like a summary. It sounds like what we used to do during secondary school RUMUSAN. Except the part we need to elaborate about CARA CARA MENGATASI or FAKTOR.

I won’t doing a post for that simply because Im too late for such thing as now I already living in 2012 time zone.

New Year Resolution?

I kinda fed up to come up any for it because I always fail to achieved any of it in the end.

So, I guess I just carry on living on earth like an ordinary people.

Talking nonsense, slacking and living a normal life.

 

Ordinary Ming Han Signing Off.

Happy New Year

=)

Life

 

Life being an engineering student is always occupied by tons and tons of reports, assignments and test.

Sometimes, I wonder what is the true meaning of all this?

 

Fighting!

I can do it!

=)

Lazy bug is back

 

I getting more n more lazy to update blog.

Not sure whether it is a good thing or bad thing.

 

Anyway, just wanna share some of the moments from my recent marathon.

We Run KL 10K

 

Pic after the race.

This is the first time I experience free ice cream on such event.

 

After the race, I though the event should be over. However, Nike suddenly send email to me and there is a special personalise finisher tee for the first 500 person who replied their email.

I did replied.

and this is what I got.

With my name and time on it!

 

FML! I should work harder to break the 1 hour barrier!

 

I think thatz it.

=)

Fraser’s Hill Trip Final Post

 

Breakfast

Double!

Our Master Chef

 

After the breakfast, itz time to pack to home.

Most importantly group picture!

 

I think tatz it…

I really glad to have u all as my friend

=)

At last

 

Updates since..

erm… quite a long time…

LOL!

 

Been quite busy between the responsible for being a student, a division leader and friends.

Frankly speaking Im struggling.

At least, I got lesser free time to get myself EMO.

 

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I guess I should post some picture when celebrating Siew Ling birthday.

err… which i forgot on which day liao.. paiseh.

Not much picture coz I brought the wrong lens.FML

 

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I found out there is some gila-ness for this chinese movie.

那些年，我们一起追的女孩.

You are the apple of my eye.

I wanna watch this movie also.

But… I guess maybe I should go back to Kajang and watch this.. alone?

ps: It seems Im the only one who havent watch this… it makes me like come from stone age…

 

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Oh yea! I will start torturing myself starting next week onwards.

I got a midterm test on next thursday

Nike 10k Run on next weekend.

2 midterm test on next next week.

1 more midterm test on next next next week.

In the meantime, got a few assignment come along too.

FUUUUU……….!!!

 

I guess tatz all..

sorry for the randomness style

一封给爸爸的信

 

爸

你怎样了？现在也不懂该怎样问候你.

最起码你应该没像之前那样辛苦吧.

我常常都在回想起我和妈妈在医院照顾你的那最后一晚.

我还记得当晚我大约11点多才到.

妈就在你的病床旁边打地铺睡觉.

我就坐在你病床另一边.

看着你.

漫漫的观察你.

仔细得看看你.

看着你辛苦的喘气.

爸.

你真的真的很辛苦.

有好几次你好像喘不过气.

紧急地叫当晚当值的护士.

护士为我爸爸量血压.一切正常.

可是你还是说很辛苦很害怕.

就这样重复了好几次.

直到凌晨3点多你才沉睡到早上.

早上.我跟着你进厕所.

我没有扶着你因为我相信你是可以的.

虽然脚步比较慢而且一时会不平衡.

我会第一时候去扶着你.

对不起.我应该时时刻刻都扶着你的.

爸.

那天早上.

我还记得.我, 你和妈妈都很轻松的在聊天.

虽然你还时会还会喘气.

可是就在那一刻.

你突然间就好像之前那样的喘气.

我就一样的拍拍你的背后.安慰你.

可是妈妈看见情况不妙就按了紧急扭.

护士和医生就赶紧来.

我当时才回过神来.

这..

我也不知道该怎样.

一阵的混乱中.医生就过来跟我和妈妈解释我爸的情况.

我妈马上哭了.而我没有哭.

可是就有那种前所未有的那股很心酸的感觉.

感觉上整个人就快被酸枯掉那样.

我和妈妈就在你身旁.妈妈双手握住你的右手.

一直在呼唤着你.跟你说话.可是你就是辛苦的在喘气.

我.

当时的思想.混乱.

在同一个时刻.很多课题,回忆,甜酸苦辣的回忆,妈妈,姐姐,亲戚,家等等.

最重要的是.

爸.

家没了你该怎么办?

我记得.

我握住你的手.

我会办妥家里的事情.

再过一阵后.你就这样走了.

你的手虽然还是温的.但也渐渐地冷了.

 

爸.

如果我当时马上第一时间叫医生护士.你现在会怎样呢?

如果可以我真的很想在扶你.

爸.对不起.

Itz been a while

 

I will make this short and simple

Me. Now. Holiday

 

KOTR 10km. Marathon.

 

iSad

 

=)