I hate myself

I just wanna say

I hate myself

practically every inch

mentally every sector

so pathetic with myself.

 

=(

清明

这个星期我留在马六甲...

没有出去...惟有在房间里忙忙忙...

有点对不起我的公公婆婆...

 

今年我没有去清明...

话说起来... 我对公公的印象几乎等于零...

反而婆婆就还好...

最让我印象深刻的是...

婆婆通常都是说福建话的...

我呢就每次用话语回答他...

想想吧...一位老太太说福建话vs一位小弟弟说华语的对话...

坦白说..真的有点遗憾没有跟婆婆学说福建话...

婆婆应该是在我小学时就去世了...

葬礼时我都没有哭...

心里就有点酸酸的...

不好受..

 

公公...婆婆...

你们还好吗？

Fool

妳知道吗？

当年你和我互传简讯的日子...

我还记得...

当年你传过给我的MMS...

它还在我的手机内...

 

我真的很好笑...

=）

 

ps:应该是累了..开始乱乱想东东了..

Week 3

Itz week 3.

As usual I busy with all sort of studies matter.

Revision, notes, tutorial…

In addition, I pick up a challenge to join a competition.

There are still many uncertainty.

Hopefully I will have that opportunity.

 

Perhaps, busy with tasks will fill up my loneliness?

=)

Grateful

Im very grateful to have friends like you all.

I do really meant it from the bottom of my heart.

 

 

Love it, Hate it or Screw it.

Live Life without Regrets.

 

 

I will try my best.

Live on.

Thax again my friends.

You know who you are.

Random

Have anyone of you encounter such situation

When you feels like wanna chat with somebody

You will click on the msn messenger button

Contact list will pop up

scroll up and down.

up and down again.

But you still cant found anyone.

Or

Is it im coward to approach?

=)

The Aftermath

Earthquake and Tsunami hit Japan in a vast destruction.

Many people went missing and the death toll is still raising.

Aftershock, nuclear plant, diseases and etc.

With all my prayers to Japan.

 

Same thing for myself.

As I mention previously,

I fail my applied thermo.

So, there are several things that I should work on.

1st is regarding the re-grading and re-sit.

2nd is I need to change my study method.

Most importantly is always keep myself on track.

Consistency is one of my major problem.

 

 

Thats it for today.

=)